Wow!

 Hi again!

Holy shit a lot has happened! The previous post i made before this was was JUST before covid hit (well at least in Denmark). It´s been 6 years!? I bought a car! And a house (with my best friend)!

So going back to talking about the previous post which i posted start of March 2020 and complained about being fat and lazy... I remember i lived with my then-boyfriend in Horsens and felt a bit lost because i was searching for a trainee job (elevstilling som salgsassistent). Covid hit and Animal Crossing New Horizons released so i got about a month of just pure gaming and laziness before i finally got a trainee job in Petworld. I broke up with the boyfriend in autumn that same year. Stayed in the apartment. Petworld closed down due to being bought by Maxi Zoo January 2021, so i continued my education/job there. Oh yeah and i had a hamster in that period of time too.

In April 2022 i finished my education (uddannet salgsassistent med speciale i dyrehandel). And was transferred from Maxi Zoo in Horsens to the one in Vejle. 

My mom had a stroke 31th October 2022... She has recovered so well as of now but it has taken a long time and she has been a true fighter. 

January 2023 i moved to Vejle to live closer to my job.
I began spending so. much. money. I was so stupid. I spent money on an electric bike, new phone, a trip to Disneyland Paris, a trip to Turkey, expensive cat furniture, games, books and merch... 
So exactly a year later, January 2024 i moved back in with my mom in Løsning. 

I got my debt to my dad paid during the time i lived with my mom but i took the opportunity of living cheap with her and spent more stupid money; A London trip where i bought 13 books, more merch, a trip to Greece, A Playstation 5, two tattoos and almost a whole new wardrobe.

2025 was the year tho where i found my footing. I got a new job in Jysk in April 2025 which was so much better paid than the job i had before. So, stuff started happening because of the bigger income and the still low rent at moms. I got my car July 2025 and in August 2025 me and my best friend signed the papers for our house which we then moved into November 2025. Oh and i totally still spent stupid money, like, i bought 22 books on the now second annual London trip with the girls <.< (hopefully when we go to the third annual trip to London, which is in a months time, i will control myself a little bit)
To continue on the 2025 recap; I had a lot of personal growth as well.
In 2022 i figured out i was nonbinary and came out to my friends, not family. I found my new name a year later, in 2023 and got my friends to call me by my new name. I then legally changed it May 2025 and came out to family and in general everybody i knew on Facebook. And later this year, September 2026 i am booked to getting top surgery which i have looked forward to in years. 

I am happy and content. Of course being a house owner is a lot more complicated than imagined and driving from Kolding to Uldum for work is really testing my driving anxiety but i am managing and feeling like i am winning this battle that is called adulthood. 

Okay bye again~

Altid midt om natten at der kommer dumme tanker

DRAFT FROM 23. MARCH 2020

Verden går jo amok med corona og så har min fede røv jo brugt det som undskyldning til at “vente” med vægttab. Så jeg har absolut ikke gjort noget, kun blevet mere doven og spiser mere usundt end før. 

Og nu ligger jeg IGEN midt om natten og har livskrise. 

Denne gang med fokus på seksualitet. Mit sexliv er sørgeligt. Dont get me wrong - Jeg er utrolig glad for min kæreste men jeg har så mange spørgsmål jeg vil have svar på og jeg har ikke været single siden jeg var 16 så jeg ikke givet mig selv tid og mulighed for at få svar.

Jeg føler lidt at der kun er 2 valgmuligheder; blive med ham og få det til at fungere eller give slip og gå ud på ukendt terræn. Tage den sikre rolige route eller den hårde eventyrlige route? Hvad vil jeg i livet? Hvem er jeg som min egen person?

Jeg burde satme gå til psykolog/terapi men det er billigere at brokke sig på internettet. 

First step: acceptance

I comfort eat. I’m lazy and haven't done my laundry often enough because i live on the 3rd floor. 

I have been like this for a while and the reason it began to become a serious issue was because i always used to be a size 42 in pants and in December i had to go up to 44. Now because it was Christmas/holiday times i brushed it off and thought i would go down to 42 again in spring. Its March and the size 44 is beginning to be tight... 

And last night i ate 8 æbleskiver at 22/10pm, right before bedtime and can’t sleep because of stomach ache...

Those are problems that i need to take care of! 

Easier said than done. But i will at least try. 

This post is not a cry for help or fishing for sympathy. I’m making this in the hopes of looking back on it in a year or so and have made process.

Maybe i will begin to post regularly about the weight loss journey as an encouragement 🤔

Wish me good luck. 

Hair history 2011-2020

My hair had the same style for 8 years (12-20) where the only thing changing was the length. You can literally see how it goes from shoulder to long and then back to shoulder multiple times. 

I had the idea and wish to cut it above the ears for many years and now was the time. I showed this picture to the hairdresser:

And got this:

When i got home and after an hour or so, i called the hairdresser and asked for a redo. Luckily they had time for later that day and it ended out so much better!

Some days i love it, some days i feel bald. But glad i did it. Had to shake things up after all those years.

Moshimoshi~

Hallu...
Just dropping by to make statusupdate :i
Hey Ani! Jeg har fået set den der maid serie som du fortalte mig om! :D
(Kaichou wa maid-sama)

Den var virkelig god men der er så meget som ikke blev besvaret i slutningen! T3T

Nå men jeg vil smutte igen...

PST. fremtidige alzheimers mig: Vorbasse marked 2016 fik vi Sterling

"Buh-bye" -Markiplier
And no i'm not gonna say Jacks....

Hey guys!

Long time no see!

Nothing exciting has happened. I just got bored and remembered this blog.
So it is the time of the year where the exams is killing me slowly but i got 12 (A) in Arts so that's jolly delightful :)
I have a shitload of stuff to to like laundry, cleaning and buy actual summer clothes instead of walking around in sweatpants...
I've been awake for almost 24 hours and right now i'm watching say yes to the dress and looking at dresses that might be mine one day...

So pretty :3
I'm so productive!
EDIT: mandag den 16. december 2013 sad jeg også og var nederen ;)

Nytår! 2016

Dropper at skrive på engelsk - kommer kun til at bruge denne blog af personlige årsager (for det meste til at huske hvornår hvad skete ;P)

D. 26. December bestilte jeg en Wacom intuos hjem! Altså en tegnetablet! 

Er virkelig glad for den men hvor er den dog bøvlet og besværlig og bruge ^^'

Ved ikke hvordan jeg skal skrive det her så det bliver i punkter!

-Marc og jeg har godt nok fået set serier i juleferien... Vi begyndte faktisk på Sword Art Online igår :D

-Vi har snakket længe om at tabe os og vi har sat det som nytårsfortsæt :)

- og nu hvor vi begge kan lide anime har vi snakket meget om at på et eller andet tidspunkt skal vi helt klart til en anime convention og prøve at cosplay! Og med Kirito og Azunas mega søde forhold så har vi bestemt os for at cosplaye som dem! 

Så med Azuna som forbillede så bliver jeg meget mere motiveret til at motionere! :3

Godt nytår og håber at 2016 bliver et herligt år for jer alle <3